Getting Caught in the Undertow of a Wave is like...

...realizing the control you do NOT have.
...grasping for breath.
...searching for the unknown.
...looking for a job.
...waiting for someone to rescue you; from the waves; from the sea of the undesireable.
...wondering if you will ever figure out what you want to do with your life; being faced with so many options, yet too many; unwilling to sit and wait and hesitate to begin anything right away.
...remembering all of the moments that make you cringe with regret - even though you hate to have it; regret.
...wondering if you made the right decision.
...wondering if you made a good decision.
...wondering what the difference is between a "right" and "good" decision, even though it may only be one of culture's implication on words.
...questioning how you got to where you are.
...forgetting to realize the impact on your personality and being from everything that you have done - especially within the last two years.
...knowing that once you reach the surface, you will go back to the reality of being YOU again: with all of your greatness, flaws, insecurities, passion-driven ideas, and everything else that you can not keep track of - unless you make a list.